Wednesday, July 7, 2010

RINDU PADA MU..


ya Allah rindunya aku padanya...tapi aku tak dapat luahkan padanya.. ya Allah tenangkan hatiku ni untuk teruskan hidup ni.. Ya Allah tenangkan hatiku ni untuk khuyuk mengadapmu Ya Allah....

Mohd Taufiq Azmy sesungguhnya aku amat merinduimu..biarlah disini je aku luahkannya..

semoga kamu sentiasa bahgia di sana.Nite


Tommorrow i want fasting .. hope tomorrow gonna be fine =)


Today a bit buzy with the class because many time period today..

the boy student.arrrrrrr headache jap .....


but that as my challeger.. i can do i sweet..


Ya Allah permudahkan lah perjalanan hidup aku ,berikan aku kekuatan tuk hadapi segala ujianmu Ya Allah .Amin

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Ohhh My Student .........

Today wake up at 10.ooam.. late ;-( ..headache la.. then no elektric ;-( then go to scholl early with nani,she is my friend when first i came in that school ,she is practical teacher form UNITAR ... we stay at danau mas together and go to school together but next week i walk alone because she transfer to morni session because teacher the ekomoni subject.... loss my friends ;-(

Came to school, smk seksyen7... that is so nice name for the school and i as one af the teacher there .. actually first i come the the school i target to get the experience and i like to learn as the teacher...... i teacher pendidikan jasmani n kesihatan n pendidikan sivik dann kewarganegaan for form 2 only...

Sekolah Menengah Seksyen 7 ..huh.. very challege school that i was teaching before ... different with Sekolah Menengah TTDI Jaya ... i very miss that school ...but i will go on with my responsible as the teacher .... Ya Allah help me guide the student to be the person...

Today in my class 2Gigih at teach about pendidikan sivik dan kewarganegaraan,2 of my student fight (lim vs syafiq) .... i as teacher try to cold down both of us .. in that situation i a bit frust to them .... but i must strong to handle it..
n for 2 iltizam and 2 fikrah..... miscontrol class for the india student.. how can i handle them?????? very lazy student.... n extreme student..
:-( hope tomorrow will come with :-) Amin .. Ya Allah bless my student

Monday, June 28, 2010

TEACHER NOR ...

Salam semua ..

Long time not get long with my blogger.. my life so much buzy right now .. now i have time to right something with my blogger. Actually every time i want to right all my feeling here but time is.................
today already past 4day my birthday , im already sweet 24..hehehehe.... still cuwet right...hehe..this year no celebration birthday for me ... truely i very miss the moment that gather with my kataks group and my ex-housemate ... i very missing them... crying.....ish2..i miss you all so much... i just celebrate and wishing by own my birthday ,so sad... but thank you for my family for the wish and my friend wishing by facebook post... well thank you so much ...My new hausemate is at apartment danau emas seksyen 7 .. i very like the view here and the e enviroment here... my heart so relex stay here.. back of my apartment have the lake and in front of my apartment have the mouques ... i can pray there .. i have planning for improve my spirit iman... Ya Allah dekatkan lah aku dengan mu ya Allah.. Amin...
i also work as teacher replace kak diana as teacher there ..so challeger work here.. make my head.............................. but i will the best ,that is as my experience as teacher later..

accually my personal feeling is down ... i don't know why he like that..he totally change .. i not understand what accually he want from me... my heart hurt and guitter when think about him. Mohd Taufiq i really love you truely , you make me crazy............... Hope you gonna be fine my love ,i will always for for you whatever you are...i think i love you.. and don't want missing you ,i want you here whit me ... help me please .......................

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah i will finish my study ....... just now wait for sent hard cover for my thesis .

morning see en lan ,en zarul sent my tesis ..alhamdulillah leh prosede ..


Waiting for him.. rindu la kat taufiq.

Terima kasih Allah temukan kami .moga hubungan kami kan berkekalan ..

amin..


Sayu rasanya nak tinggal kan kawan2 yang selama hampir 4 tahun ni bersama2 berjuang menuntut ilmu...banyak sangat kenangan manis kami bersama ,tapi adat dunia pertemuan dan perpisahan... moga kalian semua kan berjaya dunia dan akhirat akan datang aku doakan dan semoga hubunga kita tak kan terputus sampai disini..... i love you all smua...

rin, huda,ila ,myris ,meg , lan ,atun ,din,dbob,gee

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

12/5/2010

Today is second day for finishing school , wake up morning than go to faculty ...wear kebaya, wow ,saje je melaram ....hehehe...... huhu...at morning session just the talk ... then continue evening session with LDK ....
learn about resume mail and way to interview facing....
now i will finish my study then jobless until 11 ..then get my graduate then interview.........
time will coming but a bit nervous ....hehehehe...
Evenng play badminton with amar ,al n bentong........... lam dah tak main tak sharp langsung bagi bola...im lost....huhuhu.....

Don't know why , i thinking always about him(taufiq) ... Ya Allah tenangkanlah hatiku ni...
Dia slalu di depan mate aku and fikiran aku skrg ...God know everything... aku berserah padanya .. Cuma aku doakn daripu Ya Allah moga sentiasa memilih yang terbaik untuk aku dan mnjauhi segala larangan nya .

Amin.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Ya Allah ya Tuhan ku

Ya Allah ,Tuhan yang maha memiliki rahsia ,Tuhan yang Maha memegang kasih sayang seluruh jiwa kami ,Tuhan yang Maha menyatukan jiwa-jiwa kami, ya Alllah ,aku merupakan hamba yang lemah ,hamba yang tidak mampu mengawal diriku daripada fitrah seorang manusia yang memerlukan teman ,memerlukan kekasih ,memerlukan suami dan memerlukan keluarga ...

Ya Allah aku tidak mampu menahan diriku daripada terjerumus ke dalam kemaksiatan .Ya Allah ,jika masanya telah tiba ,jika apa yang aku pohon ini merupakan satu yang terbaik disisimu Ya Allah ,terbaik untuk agamaku ya Alllah ,terbaik buat diriku ,keluarga dan seluruh mukminnin dan mukminat ya Allah ,maka aku memohon kepadamu ya Allah ,setiap yang terbaik di sisiMu ya Allah ,pastinya terbaik buat diriku ya Allah .

Namun ya Alllah jika masanya untuk ditemukan jodohku belum tiba ya Allah ,maka ya Allah aku memohon kepadamu agar Kau tunjukkanlah aku tuntutan-tuntutan yang perlu aku lakukan untuk memilih jodohku ya Allah .

Ya Allah ,Tuhan yang Maha Memakbulkan doa ,Tuhan yang Maha Penentu jodoh ,ya Allah jauhilah aku daripada kemaksiatan ,jauhilah aku daripada perkara-perkara yang tidak dapat memberikan manafaat ,jauhilah aku daripada perkara-perkara yang engkau murkai dan perkara-perkara yang menyesatkan diriku ya Allah ..

Amin....

Syukur Alhamdulillah

Salam ...

Sekejap ade sejap tak de kan...hehe.... tak de mase la nak typing blog ni ...buzy skit..
today bru smpat.....
Today start my finishing school at faculty of education , bgun awal dah this morning at 4.30pagi mandi , smayang tahjud then smyang hajat then buat Ae skit...huh pening la ae ni...tak habis2 lagi..rase nak give up dah... Ya Allah tabahkanlah hati aku .... bagi siap dulu....
then pas subuh tidur jap 1 jam ... Then kol 1siap2 p facuty for finishing school programe.. this is program that compulsory for last semester student like me la...... bosan tul ...huhu...
but bnyk benda yang berguna dapat aku blaja di sini...
tody learn about "knowing ur self" and " efffective communication"

this is story that aku bersyukur sangat .
lunch with my hero tadi ,actually this is third time we meeting and dating ..
"Mohd Taufiq bin Azmy " semoga kehadiranya memberi taufiq kepada ku ..
Alhamdullilh pertemuan yang tak diduga antara aku n my hero ni berjalan lancar skrg....

From first email facebook ,he sent to me and call my name. that while aku tegur dia , tiba-tiba la je panggil name aku ..... then dia reply n from that we know each other ..

aku tak tau la knape aku leh jumpa die ei , mungkin niat n doa aku nak cari someone after habis blaja ni kot ...
then stuju n first dating aku kat Kopitiam SACC Mall 6 May 2010 , takut gak nak jumpa org yang tak kenal ni..ni second time aku jumpa with internet person .... tak tau la camne boleh nak jumpa taufiq ni but lepas jumpa alhamdulillh syukur dapat jumpa taufiq , dia sorang yang baik ,aku suka ngan cara dia ... hope dia kan sentiasa jadi kawan or someone special dalam hidup aku sampai bila-bila .
Ya Allah berikalah keberkatan dah rahmatilah hubungan kami Ya Allah.

Second time dating kami taufiq jmput aku kat umah hari sabtu 8 may 2010 , pegi sunway piramid ,jalan2 sana ... senang sangat bila ngan taufiq , sejuk je hati aku tengk dia ..


AND this is third time ... Ya Allah andai dia jodohku dekatkanlah hatiku dan hatinya , berikanlah kami kekuatan dan semaikanlah cinta suci antara kami .. Amin